Accountability DUMP

Being spiritually bankrupt is scary, and a headache that could absolutely be avoided. First understand what you're going through is smaller than you. It's always the energy that you feed into a problem that makes it bigger than what it is. Did you know that everything is energy. Hugging people, texting, spending money, watching tv, etc. An energy transfer doesn't always require a physical exchange. When you're going through this type of transition, the last thing you want to do is be around a lot of people. Unbeknownst to you, you're spiritually bankrupt because no one is pouring into you, including yourself. It's important to be intentional about your encounters every single day. When you wake up affirm and set standards for your day because, energy suckers are out there. You have to intentionally pour into yourself every single day; even the little things.

Especially if you are a person who has children, understand that they can't reap anything from you in this state. One of the biggest tales we believe is that we can pour from an empty cup, and that's bulllllllshit! Remember I mean this in a spiritual bankrupt form. Let me explain why though. This causes you to suffer from many different mental illnesses; depression, anxiety, psychosis, etc. That's because your guard is down, and you've allowed these people and things to take from you. Guess what? They didn't leave you shit because you didn't require them to. Speaking from experience here.. I'll never tell you something that I haven't personally lived through, and grew from.

Although getting back to yourself is hard at first, darling it is not impossible. The most dangerous part about all of this is that you start to lose yourself. If you constantly allow yourself to end up here, you'll wake up one day trying to figure out who tf you're looking at. You could lose your mind, and the scary part is you won't notice until you're in the thick of it.

I'd like to suggest that you take more pride in yourself. I don't care who someone is in your life, if you're left depleted after interacting with them you need to limit your exposure to their energy. You are not crazy, and what you're feeling is valid. Sometimes we ignore the signs, and would rather convince ourselves that we're overreacting rather than getting rid of the cancer. The cure for spiritual bankruptcy is SELF LOVE!! You deserve to love looking at yourself everyday, and feeling overjoyed just by the sound of your voice. You deserve to set standards so high that people wanna know what's wrong with you. Be so secure in yourself that if every person in a room was against you, you could breeze through the crowd because they know you don't put up with foolishness.

What's more important than you? Love on yourself a little harder than you love on anybody else, it's okay. Then you can joyfully give those DESERVING, your overflow!